Best Odazai Grief & Mourning Fanfics
The best grief & mourning Odazai (Oda Sakunosuke/Dazai Osamu) fanfiction on AO3, curated by popularity. Canon kills characters and moves on; fandom holds funerals. Readers return to grief fic because it treats mourning as a story worth telling rather than a scene to survive.
Top Odazai Grief & Mourning Fic Recs
2 grief & mourning Odazai fics matched, followed by other top-rated Odazai stories.
Blueberry Skies (What We Lost Among The Sand)
Grief & Mourningby HickorySwallowedTheSun
Still scratching at every syllable to leave him, attaching to every word until it stings the ears it crawls within. "There's no reason behind your life so why do I have to have a reason behind my death?" Heads tilt, bodies turn.An arm reaches forward with nothing, with no one, to grab. With nothing
odazai; dõi mắt nhìn ra xa xăm chân trời
Grief & Mourningby loveyoufortherestoftoday
Đó là vào một ngày mưa rơi rả rích.
I Dont Wanna Be This Protagonist
by Beware_ofPeoplewithSurnameQin
Dazai Osamu is an old veteran of the Transmigration Bureau. Once he finishes one last book, he’ll be able to make a lump-sum withdrawal of the pension he’s accumulated across various books and live a happily retired life. There’s good news once he enters the book — He’s the protagonist. Bad news? —
The City That Burns in Silence
by ToTiredToDie
When Jouno’s blade closed in at the Sky Casino, Dazai Osamu smiled—and chose not to be arrested. In that single moment, Yokohama changed forever. The Armed Detective Agency is being hunted. The Port Mafia is collapsing under unseen pressure. Fyodor has gone rogue, his Decay of Angels splintered and
Rewrite
by Kuruta_Yuki
Lần đầu tiên tôi gặp cậu...Đôi mắt nâu đỏ ấy, sâu thăm thẳm như hành lang bóng tối....Trước khi kịp nhận ra, tôi đã bị cậu hấp dẫn từ lúc nào không hay.Lạnh lùng, tàn nhẫn, nhưng suy cho cùng cậu cũng chỉ là một con người quá thông minh, một con người bị bỏ lại một mình cố gắng vật lộn trong đêm tố
【织太】蟹肉咖喱大杂烩
by Schwalbenblau
“比自己年轻的人摆出一副早已看透人生的样子说话，所以稍微捉弄了你一下。只是这样。”
Пиджак
by staas_v
По взгляду Дазая можно сказать о многом. — Ты что-то задумал, — говорю я на пороге нашей квартиры.
For all those nights spent together
by Anonymous
Sakunosuke Oda might be an odd duck in the Port Mafia, but the two friends he has there make life a lot easier to handle in many ways, even if the one named Dazai makes it complicated in others.Oda loves his friends and the relationship they have. He just would've never imagined one of them having a
rainy nights and stray dogs
by kwana
Dazai has always had a crush on Oda. Being drunk simply makes it more...obvious.
Ways to kill the one
by Namelesspassenger
The walk from Bar Lupin to the apartment was a long one. Although he only lived fifteen minutes away from there, those fifteen minutes felt like hours for Sakunosuke Oda and the (former) port mafia boss Osamu Dazai. Neither of them said anything – they both knew it wasn’t needed. A few whiskey s
Please, stay alive
by Marafel
Dazai is afraid to look away, as though a single blink would make her loved ones disappear, as though the bliss would end. [ Bottom Dazai Week 2026, Day 4: Group sex | Double penetration. ]
Seaside Eureka
by V1v1annotaguest
Sinh nhật vui vẻ, Dazai. Mong là có thể cùng cậu ăn mừng ngày này thật nhiều, thật nhiều năm về sau.
Dolls—Not to Play With—But to Stand-(In) (A DAZAI BIRTHDAY SPECIAL)!!!:
by WritingWithPoesPen
They are but of stand-in dolls—not (usually) for me to control and use, but for my aching heart to cling onto—desperately.I miss him, I really do...
El regalo
by Baila_Monstruo
Es 19 de junio, la fecha más desagradable y temida para el joven detective Osamu Dazai y su padre omega, el jefe de la Port Mafia Ogai Mori, lo sabe muy bien. Mori quiere a su hijo de vuelta en su hogar, así que decide darle un regalo de cumpleaños que tomará desprevenidos a todos...
OWN MY MIND
by Holy_angst
Tomado pelo tédio, Dazai resolve acordar uma lenda antiga que descobriu em um livro. Descobrindo que esta é mais do que imaginava, agora está preso ao deus da calamidade, Arahabaki. Perigoso ou não, vai fazer de tudo para tirar o maior proveito dela antes que perca o controle sobre ele.
【织太】十五岁冷酷杀手会梦见舔裤脚的小黑猫吗
by bimengyuan
少织×宰 口交预警 但莫名鸡飞狗跳小学生纯爱（×） *去年520的贺文 织太酱99
Something is wrong with me... (Shuji)
by Fyodoor
Welp js dazai angst. I barely see ANY past Dazai fanfics (before pm) and idk why I think his past is gonna be peak chat. But oh well don't mind my bad grammar if I have any this is my first fanfic ever after waiting a whole year to get accepted by Ao3 (thank you, thank you) buttttt umm idk what to s
take your hand and walk away
by ligament
Alt title: Rooftop confessionsActually there is no confessions i lied its just odazai shoujo ai fluff
【织太】与你的Last dance
by Minakoshi_Itsuki
—一些捡宰日十年后的故事 —推荐食用BGM：「ラストダンスあなたと」/ MISIA —最近很想吃一些穿越未来的小故事
【织太】念
by Julia062020
织田作之助经常在梦里见到那个青年。 杂志社记者织×自由撰稿人宰织田作第一人称私设如山，太宰有点偏现实风所以ooc了对不起！额如有雷同纯属巧合，我感觉这梗很老了……祝食用愉快～:)
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Why Grief & Mourning Odazai Fanfiction Works So Well
Oda Sakunosuke/Dazai Osamu — The Port Mafia's lowest-ranked member was the only person the demon prodigy could drink with honestly, and Oda's dying advice — be on the side that saves people — is the reason Dazai defected to the Agency. The Dark Era novel made their bond the hinge of Dazai's entire character.
Grief & Mourning — Stories that sit with loss: characters mourning a death canon rushed past, or grieving losses that aren't deaths at all — homes, futures, versions of themselves. Grief fic ranges from raw immediate aftermath to the strange long tail of missing someone for years.
The ship is a eulogy: everything good Dazai does is fic's evidence that Oda loved him into a conscience. Canon kills characters and moves on; fandom holds funerals. Readers return to grief fic because it treats mourning as a story worth telling rather than a scene to survive. That's why grief & mourning Odazai fanfiction is one of the most consistently popular combinations on AO3.
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